FALLEN STAR * olduniform
[001.] ACCOUNT.
( raziel ), literate +banter , independent & highly selective portrayal of an original character, crafted for the resident evil universe ++ open to multiverse as well. minors are not allowed to follow or interact.[002.] content warnings.
mild/explicit GORE description, extreme violence, alcoholism, identity crisis, internalized homophobia, depression, medical trauma, panic attacks, mentions of sh, suicidal thoughts, substance abuse, and more. i won't always tag some of those, so follow/interact at your own risk.[003.] shipping.
muse is bisexual βΈ» male lean, cisgender .. multiship, polyships are very welcome, with everyone's consent. main ship can be discussed. muse can and will act flirty, but that alone does not guarantee a ship. +18 muses and muns only.
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[ past. ] daniel hawkins.
luxury was never a reality within reach, because daniel came from a poor family. the only child of a tired mother and an alcoholic & an abusive father, living in a tiny little house, with no big dreams for the future. becoming a police officer was never part of the plan, it happened by accident, in a desperate attempt to do something decent, to become someone decent. and making it through all the academyβs bureaucracy was anything but easy, more than once he thought about giving up, but never did. instead, he did everything he could to stand out....
at twentyβone, he became a rookie at raccoon city police department. joined S.T.A.R.S at twentyβthree, under captain albert wesker's command. things finally started getting better, finally started making sense. hawkins was a good little soldier, never once has he hesitated to follow his captain's orders. he was finally satisfied with everything he had worked hard for, finally allowing himself to dream about the future. but all good things come to an end, eventually.
[ info. ] before umbrella, daniel hawkins,
born 10/10/1974 , 6β3ββ 196 lbs.
after umbrella, β raziel β , same everything else.
[ umbrella. ] raziel #0413.
the memories of that day are nothing but scattered flashes, all jumbled together... trees, fog, chaos. he remembers hearing redfield and valentine's voices, the gunshots, scenting the metallic tang of blood, the aching pain of his open wounds and the fear of finding himself completely alone ... and then, he remembers those blinding lights, the restraints holding him tightly against an uncomfortable gurney, white walls surrounding him. he remembers the faces hidden behind masks, the scalpels tearing through his skin, fingers digging deep into his flesh. he remembers wanting to scream, to beg them to stop, but being unable to. too weak for that.... eventually, the pain suddenly stopped. he found himself locked inside a white room, halfβnaked, body wrapped in bandages and dressings. every now and then someone would come by to check on him, but no one ever cared enough to explain what happened.afterwards;
the experiments came with a price, of course. his memories are now fragmented, unreliable, and filled with gaps, making it difficult to separate real events from implanted or distorted recollections. some days he remembers faces but not names ; other days he recalls pain more vividly than those he once fought beside.
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[ #01. ] healing factor; his body regenerates from injuries at an incredible rate, healing everything from cuts and bullet wounds to shattered bones and severe trauma. the exceptional regeneration dramatically slows aging. still looks the same.[ #02. ] Enhanced Senses; His senses are beyond human limits. With an animal-like sense of smell, razor-sharp hearing, and exceptional eyesight, he can track targets over great distances. a perfect weapon.[ #03. ] Disease & Toxin Resistance; His healing factor grants an extraordinary resistance to illnesses, infections, poisons, and most toxins, allowing his body to neutralize harmful substances with efficiency.
he served as a soldier, a haunting dog, until the fall of Umbrella, when he finally broke free from his captors and fled as far away as he could. now, he works as a freelance photographer, barely making any money, living a miserable life in a tiny, run-down apartment.He likely got back in touch with what remained of S.T.A.R.S after escaping, but never allowed himself to be truly honest with any of them. never told them about the experiments or what had become of him. not out of altruism, but out of shame. Shame that he'd been too weak to stop any of it from happening.Bar fights are now a common occurrence. He doesn't even bother counting his drinks anymore, since his new "gifts" make it difficult for him to get drunk in the first place, so he just keeps drinking until he feels something.He still introduces himself as Raziel because, for him, there's no going back to who he once was. Daniel learned to dream of a future worth living for, while Raziel dreams of the next bottle. It's a constant reminder that he is no longer worthy of the future he once wanted, a reminder that he failed.Raziel has a strong personality and rarely takes things seriously, using humor ( and alcohol ) as a way to cope with the fact that he no longer trusts his own mind. He avoids physical contact as much as possible with people he doesn't know or isn't close to. Overall, he's not a bad person. he just doesn't know how to deal with his new life or the abilities he was given. He pretends they don't exist, actually. lying to himself by insisting it was all just a bad dream... that the S.T.A.R.S are still there for him, that his captain never used them as guinea pigs, that things can still be fixed. Maybe one day... but surely not today.